"beauty" of maths

sigh~i turned everything into mess again today.........

forced myself to finish revise one chapter in linear algebra.....
and it's freaky damn super hyper confusing and put me on FIRE now~

in maths it's all bout proving and proving, or solve problem.....
what's fun of it is u can solve the problem that had given, but hw if u cant solve it even u've squeeze out all the brain juice out?
 ...........it's tiring, helpless, fade up, upset, and turns everything wonderful into bloody hell.....end up can only put all the angers on myself........

wat the f**k......nothings better than "dulan" to describe my feeling now.....

@#%^*@*%#*##@**%#&!!!!!

Sadness.....T_T

my little baby~ow~

please wake up~wake up wake up~

at least let me knw u are still alive babe~

cant live witout u my babe~

without u i cant take picture, cant hear my fav songs whenever i like to~

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ok, im nt cisin till act insane at here....
wat i mentioned above is bout my 11mnths 5days baby~N85 handphone!!!
my multifunction hp~now become a dead corpse inside my closet.........
im just too clumsy, too forgotten, too..........haei......just too careless till let it drop in2 the SEA together with me and now, my babe is so weak to stay conscious, i hav no idea hw to save it back even i tried to expose it under the sun rite after tat and dried it with the hairdryer.............

im just waiting the time cum and will send it to singapore hospital since it still under warranty........

hopefully it can awake from death.............

miracle.....miracle........looking for miracle now.................(praying hard)

nonsense-ing~

yes im lazy now.......
lazy to do anything since i'd fnshed my midterm during sept.......
just hate this kind of feeling.....
lost my concentrations at all in studies now....
so much things r waiting me ahead to finish it.....
and still, not realli hav my state of mind to do all of them....
and final is coming...(3 more weeksT_T)....

and what had just happened recently has realli frustrated me.....
well,everything just about how i manage my time........
and i admit that im realli damn sucks in my time management.....
no matter for my study, relationship, friends or family......

ぜんぜん よくないです(not good at all)～！！

Today was my japanese oral test....
How was it overall? Well, I've done it very bad...+_+

Instead of saying that i was panic, i rather say i'm not enough in preparing myself for the test( or i'm too confident with my ability?)

Sigh~.......

oh ya, been disappeared from my blog for more than a century~hope that there will be more updates on my blog in future~will try hard to fill in more contents to my blog^.^